I will get there

I'm trying to learn stuff without the foundations. But I want to learn sooo badly...

So what am I going to do? I'm going to learn by trial and error.

If I fail, I'll try again.

I'm going to keep messing up.

I'm going to keep trying again.

I'm going to try again until I fucking learn something.

It will be long. Very, very long. I know.

I will get discouraged a lot. I know.

I will rage a lot. I know.

I will cry a lot. I know.

I will swear a lot. I know.

I will want to give up. I know.

I will have to persevere even when my mood is in the basement. I know.

And I will get there in the end.

Even if it takes me teared eyes. I'll get there.

Even if it takes me a sore throat. I'll get there.

Even if it takes me a painful body. I'll get there.

Even if it takes me years.

I will

fucking

get there.